Have you ever wondered what it could be like…
I was after…something you couldn’t give me.
The saddest part is I knew it all along and so did you.
“If I wake and you’re here still…give me a kiss.
Don’t wake me up.”
I remember how I would miss you even though you were right next to me because I didn’t want you to leave.
Now I learned what to avoid.
(Random thoughts everywhere. Lyrics everywhere. Tonight I’m missing you. This is so wrong. Wtf. Can’t help it. Oh wells.)
Well I spilled it today. Although I don’t know your real reaction since it’s through text, I hope we will still be friends or just chill like we do. Something about you pulls me back every time but it was time to let go. Ugh such a guilty feeling. We always want the things we can’t have.